answer to the why

I have come to terms, that it's my fault. I've accepted this. I'm going to try and work harder to becoming more responsible. With the previous blog I wanted to know why I just couldn't be happy. Well today being another day of regret have come to the terms that it's my fault.
I forgot to hand in my SIN number and a blank check to my new temporary job, and so i didn't get paid today. My husband is going to be soo happy with me. So this is my fault.
I got a phone call today advising I didn't get the job, he must have talked to my old manager and she told him the truth. I can't be mad because I was the one who gave the truth. Even if its against the privacy act to discuss work habits, if I didn't give her the reasons for her reference I would not be in this position. So it's my fault.
Life is life, it's going to go on whether I want it too or not. So all I can do is just accept my past, and move on to creating a better future.
Don't worry world I'm going to be fine. Today's problems is tomorrow's solutions. I've just got to work at getting things done.
This is my answer to my martyr esque previous blogs.
Shape up or ship out. Life ain't waiting for anyone. Especially you!